wane

memories

my memories float like clouds in the vast sky which is my mind.
sometimes the clouds are nothing but neon smoke that lights up the entire sky . other time times they are deep shades of grey without any silver linings.but my favorite ones are the golden clouds that outshine even the sun with their brilliance.these might be a few but i know they'll be there forever , even after the neon colors fade and the grey evaporates.
my golden memories will be the ones worth living for.

made up

i look at the cup of coffee in my hands.it is perfectly smooth, made of sea foam like blue porcelain. delicate and fragile, just like those happy dreams i had once wished to live. but that was another life. the life that ended when the nightmares began. the happy dreams started to haunt me and make me believe that i could never ever get what i wanted. that i would never be as good as i wished to be. that reaching the top required a ladder that would always remain elusive.
i take a big sip of the hot brown liquid and burn my tongue in the process. a voice in my head says ''serves you right for wanting more than you deserve ''. the other voice agrees.
this is the story of my life.

hi bhaiii :)

thursday afternoon

we are our own sun

hello exams :)

Haven't posted anything in a long time , I am in the middle of school exams.oh.snap.

BUT.BUT.BUT

after my exams ,I'm doing a phtoshoot with my friends ! omg I'm soooo excited already ! 

so many ideas buzzing in my head , its got no space for chemistry or physics really .lol

One of the shoots will be a continuation of some pictures i took this march ... inspired by lazy summer days..only they're going to be be crazier this time :D

Posting the old ones..

Omg these pictures make me want to start shooting NOW.

Too bad :(